I'm on my own a lot these days - 2024 10 27

 


I'm on my own a lot these days

There's so much that I want to do

I tell myself I have the time now

I'm on my own a lot these days


I wake up and put the coffee on

Writing lists of things to do

I tell myself I have the time now

To pour another cup of coffee


The rattle of these old window panes

You no longer warm my hands

The fury of a hurricane

I cannot hold your hands


I'm on my own a lot these days

I do tend to stay away

At least that's what I tell myself

I'm on my own a lot these days

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